Personal Mission Statement

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I will appreciate those who love me, continue to help those who need me, forgive those who hurt me and be mindful of those who left me. <br />
I will remember what made me who I am and continue to rise. <br />
I will use my beliefs and values to guide me,<br />
I will start a medical revolution, <br />
To anyone who stands in my way, I shall pray, remove your right kidney and CRTL ATL DELETE DELETE DELETE. <br />

Lol. That was my mission statement I wrote the beginning of senior year of college. I have issues. Lol. But it does mean a lot to me. <br />
I have been working lots of overtime. So the blog has been neglected a bit because I don't like doing it from my phone but I will be updating myself on your blogs very shortly!! <br />

Meanwhile here is a piece I completed last week. I got the inspiration from an old friend on instagram. She has beautiful features so I incorporated them. Hope ya like! <br />
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Learning to fly solo

There comes a point in life when you realize you have never been alone. At least I haven't..well in all fairness i have always been extremely so I never really had time to think about being alone really. Now with no papers, exams tomorrow, or reason to really be busy other than clean my apartment... I have friends.. But they have lives too. I feel like I need to know what its like to be completely alone. Not fixing  someone. Not trying to help someone else be better.

My goal over the next few months is to figure out exactly who I am, exactly what I believe, what I need. I know what I want. In a heart beat. But what do I truly need?? Only time will tell..

“Find out who you are and do it on purpose.”
― Dolly Parton

Do You Remember the Day...

This past week has seemed very surreal. In an odd way. I feel like im the one in the movie scene of constant flashbacks. Life use to be so simple. Decisions like where everyone was going to meet on the first day of school, where I was going to find time to do cheerleeding and soccer. The times where staying out until the very last street light came on just to say you weren't late. I remember the life where I didn't have to worry about much. Just life. I grew up a lot more privileged than others which is a blessing in itself.

I am very grateful for the life I lead now. I have been on my own since 16, provided for myself since the day after high school graduation.. Went to college, kept a roof over my head, food on the table, always went to work. There comes time when I am like damn...what the hell do I do next? I don't  know what to do. But I push forward and I remind myself that there is an end result.

I know I won't be a doctor tomorrow. But soon. Just have to keep pushing. I know my brother and bff would be proud.

“People say, 'I'm going to sleep now,' as if it were nothing. But it's really a bizarre activity. 'For the next several hours, while the sun is gone, I'm going to become unconscious, temporarily losing command over everything I know and understand. When the sun returns, I will resume my life.'

- George Carlin